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The best i ever had

I’m sorry that i couldn’t stay to fill your empty spaces, i know it’s selfish. those promises, i broke them all. those words, they used to filled with hope and love are empty now. those dreams we had together, they’re all ruined by me. i sincerely am sorry that all these have to end. i swear, you’re the best i ever had and you’ll always be. thanks for being there every time i needed some one to be. you’ll never neglect me and let me be lonely cause you know i hate solitary. you know me inside out, you read me like a book. you just gave me more than what i needed in life and this’s how great you are. things aren’t the same anymore, things changed and it’ll never stay the same. i hope we can still be friends and i’ll always be there if you ever need someone to talk to. i hope you can find someone better, someone who worth more.

xx

HOLIDAY FUCKING GOOD SHIT!

What would you do lei?

what would you do when things dont go your way and it feels like the world is gng against you? what would you do when you feel tired of doing something but you just cant stop n youve to carry on with it? what would you do when everyone in the world claims that they understand how you feel but actually they dont really give a fuck about you, they dont understand a single shit n they just say okay to everything you say? what would you do when you feel like things are changing, the people around you, the environment n even yourself but you cant do a shit to make things stays the same? what would you do when you miss something/someone you know you can never get back with or get it back but its constantly haunting you. tell me, what would you do?

Baby i’m sorry we don’t have much time to spend together now but even if i’m miles away from you, you still have my heart. I can’t wait to see you tomorrow. Baby even if i’m all beat and worn out i still want to see you. I luvvv you so so much sweetheart! Fast post, gotta go! <3

1st month

1 month ago, i’m clinged to you. it’s impossible to live without you. 170909 i started loving you and it’s not going to stop. this will never end.

raiyan, i love you :)

i just feel like crying

argh

make up screwed

i needa dye my hair get a hair cut buy new make up buy more clothes shoes and bags wanna do more henna do facial look for prom dresses and heels wanna go many places wanna sell my clothes away flea flea flea i finally have all the time now holiday is here im free like a bird but why am i still feeling lazy

Like only a woman can - Brian McFadden

I wasnt perfect
Ive done a lot of stupid things
Still no angel
I wasnt looking for forgiveness
Wasnt laid out by my pride
Shocked by her attention
And someone signed me up for love
I didnt want it
And now I cant live without it

She changed my life
She cleaned me up
She found my heart
Like only a woman can
She pulls me up
When she knows Im sad
She knows her man
Like only a woman can

Shes kind of perfect
Shes kind of everything Im not
Yeah, shes an angel
And its amazing how shes patient
Even more at times Im not
Shes my conscience
And who decided Id be hers
I wanna hate them
Cos now I cant live without her

confessions.

i’m lousy and i made stupid mistakes. i wasn’t asking for forgiveness but i was praying for someone who can accept my past and i. i’m don’t feel disgrace for what happened cause’ i knew life goes on. you’re the prayers God answered. you stepped in my life, darkness, loneliness, sadness, all stepped out. when life’s at it’s lowest point, you made it easier even just by talking to me. you completed me when i’m all empty and hollow. your words, they’re never a lie to me. you make them true and full. i’m sorry, i can’t be a better person cause’ what’s done, can’t be undone. baby, i’ll not let you down, i’ll always appreciate you and cherish every moment spent with you, i’ll treasure you and your love. my world is you, you are my world.