Raiyan
It’s 10:07PM. its strange cause normally i’ll be asleep by now but i just got this sudden urge to blog about life now. i dint know life can be this good and i really really feel completed now. there’s so many good things happening recently and i can’t name it all! first is raiyan. there’s too many things i wanna say about him. how much happiness he brought to me. now whenever i go to bed i don’t have to worry about anything, i no longer have to worry that tmr’s gonna be a bad day or whatsoever cause i know he’s gonna make things better for me. he’s like a prayer God has answered. i just can’t find the right words to TELL THE WORLD HOW HAPPY I AM RIGHT NOW. i wished i could just BOW WOW show it all out. haha i used to be someone who’s pathetically lonely but ever since raiyan came i never feel solitary anymore. even thou we’re not together yet but i know i can’t possibly find someone like him ever again. he literally changed someone who’s wretched like me into someone else. i learnt to cherish every breathe now. i wanna live so badly cause i know there’s so many things for me to do with raiyan. dreams no longer seemed so distant anymore. he never get annoyed when i’m feeling paranoid and sensitive. he’ll constantly assure me that he won’t leave and i’m the one he loved most. he never let me feel neglected. even if i lied that i’m okay, he could read me like an open book and easily knew that i’m not. okay raiyan is asleep now i’m certain cause he just stopped replying. hahaha ko already! naomi is a happy girl now and i’ll always be as long as raiyan is with me. goodnight world and raiyan. i love you :)
