I stayed back after school as what i promised in the previous post. but it wasn’t as productive z_z all right, tomorrow will be better (haha). today raiyan stayed back with me and it was good but just that even if he did nothing but most of the time he’s distracting me from studying. with him around i just don’t feel like studying anymore (thou the fact is w/o him around it’s even worst, haha). oh nowadays people are really good at acting. pathetically pretending that they’re sad, down for certain things that are not even fucking happening or maybe i should say it’s trying to get some fucked up attention from the people who doesn’t even bother and give a flying fuck about you? well i’m sorry sadist that i’ve to say things is a bad way but i wished someone could fucking knock some sense into you cause no matter what you do, suicidal or whatsoever it doesn’t matter, as in really. no one gives a fuck… okay maybe some of your pathetic gfs will la ah then fine be that way! i don’t mean to be mean but i honestly am sorry that i’ve to speak the truth and let the whole world know you’re one pretty nice slutz. You practically spells the word ‘PATHETIC’ okkkkk. argh fuck this’s fucking offensive. haha sorry but fyi whichever way, just try harder okay, as hard as you fucking can… it prolly just won’t work okay. sowie lei…… okay me feeling better now cause i’ve been keeping this for very long and i really can’t take it anymore. this’s pointless thou. whatever it is, i’m really worried for my studies now. exams are just a week away from me. i reaaaaaaalllllly should stop procrastinating and start studying now. argh fuck my laziness. zai jien i’m going to study nowwwwwwww.
