Down side
When’s the last time i feel something like this? i was drowning in happiness and now i feel cheap again. i should’ve know good things will always come to an end and people will never stay perfectly together for ever. i don’t know what i’m thinking right now i can’t explain how i’m feeling. i just know that i’ve so much to say and now it’s all stuck in my heart and i feel choked. i don’t know who to go to now. i don’t know what to say either. why am i always filled with sorrows? i just wanna stay happy for ever but it just seemed impossible. i am fucking wretched bitch and everything is so screwed i h8 my life so so much. what’s life when you’ve got no choice anymore. everything you do it seemed like you’re just trying to please the world. you just don’t wanna be a bad topic people talks about. you just don’t wanna to be alone. and the consequences is you’ll always have to do the things you don’t wanna do but you’re literally forced to. i feel so lonely now i h8 this i h8 this i h8 this i h8 this effing much. fuck solitary.
